Life as we know it.. Sucks & #Update

#update - Holiday~ Is a week or more of relaxing time away from all the stress, sleep in and play games all day. So i thought.... This is leading on to my main post.

Life as we know it... Sucks. I'm a teenager and before i turned 13 i thought life would be amazing, full of joy, PARTAY. Guess what!! ITS NOT! I do sometimes go hangout with my friends and get WILD ish, but its not a big jump of happyness. Mom getting seriously bitchy, she always complain about my action or clothes i mean SHUT THE FUCK UP. I know that could be a mean thing to do and she wants to do whats best for me, but she seriously needs to stfu. I mean once, i just wanted to slap the fuck out of her. But i couldn't, because im her daughtttteer =.= but whatever.
I really hate whats coming to me now.

So for kids out there about to turn 13, its not a lovely life i have to say. Soon life will just fucking kick you in the face. So good luck to kids out there. And for teenagers reading this, good luck as well. You'll need it. Because when a beautiful weather starts a hurricane approaches.

Don't think you have it all, because you don't.

Oh and also #Update i've gotten more hits now, thanks! Sorry for not posting much, internet is getting crappy.

What I think about? Dreams.

When i mean by dreams, i meant what you think about not when you're sleeping;
I have many dreams from when i was young, i remembered i wanted to become a princess when i was 6, and when i was 8 i wanted to become a mermaid :D It didn't happen... I was still stuck with two legs.
But when i grow older i realize dreaming is for LOSERZZ. You just sit there and dream on what you want to become, thinking about shit thats never going to happen because you're fucking sitting there...
What i am trying to say is, get up your ass and make it happen. Nothing is just going to come to you because i learnt that, you need to make it happen yourself. NOTHING revolves around you. But it can. If you just make it happen.

Why I Game? -reason i was absent for few days- #Day6

Alright so i've been absent for a while, sorry about that.. Internet got f' crappy. I couldn't game or anything i was really annoyed. But i guess the wifi is recovering, still not the best but it's something i can handle. I hope.

Okay so why i game you may ask? I'm a girl, yes i know it. Gaming.... When i game everything around me shuts down, all my problem everything. I suddenly feel more powerful than i am outside and i feel more alive, weird huh. I bet im not the only one. I love technology i mean... It's amazing <3 My parents are all old fashion but i am different some how. I touch a computer and i feel already connected to it, i touch a game disc and my world just got lighter, i play games and nothing stops me from seeing the 'victory' sign. i have been gaming for 3 years already, i did try to stop but... I cant, because gaming to me is like oxygen to you.
No one can really stop me from gaming but myself but i dont want to. Its one of the best thing i have in life and i'm not going to stop because my parents, sister, random shit heads say so.

So that's the reason why i game.. It's not just love, it's passion. And this is #Day6

Me and Him

Alright so i've been ask to do this post several times already.. I guess you want to hear about my love life?? Yes i am using the term "love" because i do love him. 

Well it all began the day i met him. DUH. It was actually in a online download game, we were also introduce by this guy he's my friend.. And we met on the game first and actually started to hangout at school. Soo, we played few matches together, he said i was pretty good for a girl [ i know :P ] and i thought it was one of those lame guy trick trying to hit on me... But somehow i liked it... I never felt that way before. So i slapped myself. 

And when we first met face to face i was shocked.. He is CUTEEE, i mean.. He is older than me but I DONT CAREE. Cutieee alerttt. He made my heart pound fucking fast, i think i was dying at that point. But i had to act cool so i just do what i normally do. Dont give a fuck. But in my mind i was sweating.......

Days past, weeks flew by and we gotten to know each other.. Quiet close actually, the first person who actually made me feel special. And then the most nerve wrecking thing happened. He ask me out. >~< I was practically dying with happyness!!! So of course i said yes :P 

Dayssss past and its been over 1 month, nearly our anniversary, i've never been this happy with anyone ever. Well maybe because i turn down ever single person :P He stole my first kiss and my heart, we basically exchange hearts :P 

Soo that's my story.. He has a name but i shall not tell :P And yes there is hope for everyone, even a tomboy ;) because there's always a guy who love you for who you truly are. And i found him. I think O_O but those feeling comes once in a blue moon. 

And this is a story on how i met my prince. 

What I think about? Relationship - What it feel like to be a tomboy #Day3

#Day3 of my blogging days.... So in this post i wanted to talk about what i thought about "relationship" if you are that type of girl like me who hated/hate the word "love" or shiver. Well i use to be that type of girl.. Who sits in her room and just hard core games and get judge by the other girls... Mostly because of how i act. It's actually quiet tough being a tomboy like myself, i sometimes wonder why i don't act normal like those girls laughing, giggling, texting all night long.. And i'm just like sitting here, holding a bag of chips, blogging about my life, playing games.. But somehow, one day that one person change your thoughts and that person creates a whole new you.. Actually he just dig deep into my heart and let it shine.. He's the one motivating me to keep on moving on even though times get rough.
So what do i think about relationship? In general, i think it's awesome. I mean expressing the way you feel is sooooo much better then keeping it inside.. I know that feeling to keep something so deep inside and never wanted to let it out.. Crying alone, sharing happyness with stuff animals. Yup. I was that type of girl. Until a guy dig deep into me and know the true me.

So for those girls out there who is like me or finding Mr Right. Don't always search day and night.. It sometimes come unexpectedly, or maybe he's in your life right now and you don't know it.. I will have a post about my relationship with my <3 .
Sometimes you just need to be patient, and wait. Just be yourself, that special guy will come one day.. He always comes. Because every princess needs a prince. And this is #Day3

What I think about? Justin Bieber.

When someone says "Justin Bieber" I immediately  turn my back and walk away... The thought about "Justin Bieber" is life threatening for me, he spits on his fan, he uses charity as publicity, he drinks infront of his young fans on television or even YOUTUBE. I mean there are soooo many beliebers out there im not included btw, im not hating him or anything, but he's just... Just soo... Hopeless. I think he can be the cause of ear cancer. I'm just saying.

I dont even know why i should make a post about "Justin Drew Bieber" because nothing in this world is about him and i'm not going to add a post about this shame person.. But i need too. I'm sick of him getting on tv for his action or stupidity while girls are fan girling all over him? It's pathetic young oneeessss!! Snap out of it, or should i slap you and then teach you some sense. 

Asking your self why so many people hate Justin?

This is why. 

1) Ugly

2) #Yolo #Swag FORGET IT!! 

3) Drink illegally 

4) Smoke shit

5) Publicity / attention whore

6) #TryingToBeCool << hell no. Stop.

7)  Lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

That's basically why.. His music is not terrible as his action or face but it's still need a lot improvement. I'm just saying. 

So thats it for this post, thanks for "Listening to my words" Bye!

Fake Girl Gamers and #Day2

Fake Girl Gamers.. I have to say, it's even worse then feeding the enemy team. I hate it when girls try to play games when they absolutely suck. I mean i play games but i don't suck!? Not trying to be cocky or some shit but i'm serious. I know a girl who is close to me, and she was a sweet girl and then she tries to fucking copy me by playing games, i checked her score and it was pathetic. Uninstall baby... I can't stand girls like that..
And here is some tips for what to say when you meet someone like them.
1) Fake gamer, you suck dude.
2) Mark this day sweety, i found the worse girl gamer ever.
3) Stop trying to act cool when you're not. Please.
4) Do your self a favour and stop copying me.
5) - just walk away because they're not worth your time. -

Those type of girls stupidity are so high that they need to copy else someone personality.. Don't waste your time with them, its bad enough they're playing your favourite game!?

Okay so enough with that "Fake Girl Gamers" and moving on to my topic #Day2 - It's the second day of my blogging and i only got 10 views from the last one :D Idk if that's good but at least some people are reading it :P Or is it just my Mom x 10.. Thanks Mom.. For this blogging layout i would like to talk a little bit more about my self.
Hi my name is _____ [ It's a secret.. shhh ] I love the colour red since 4 years ago, i love gaming and technology, and so does my boyfriend. We've been dating for over 1month nearly our anniversary yay~ He games just like me, which is pretty awesome since we are the gaming couple :P I have 2 sister and 2 brother.. Yup. Pain in the ass much? Even if i have nearly the complete pack of a perfect life.. I still need a "reset button" that's the name of my blog.. Idk why, it's just what i feel you know?? If you are like me then pleaseeee tell  wtf is wrong with meee. I'm 13 years old turning 14 soon, i love food, nothing beats yummy food :D I can eat all day which is one of my talent.. Not to brag hahaha

So this is it for this post. And today is #Day2